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Name: Anna
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Cincinnati
Birthday: 11/12/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: (see Rom 12:1) I'm a dancer, and thats most of what I do. I enjoy shooting guns, Harry Potter, and people who think for themselves. I'm interested in anything also that tastes like black liqorice.....and I like to sing phantom of the opera songs in the shower......but then again....we all do that.....
I also enjoy changing people's predisposed notions about christians. Though, I won't argue with you that most of them are true. I like playing on the computer, strategy war games, rts games, warcraft is fun.
True friends, or at least the best friends, challenge the way you think, and bring you closer to truth, which, in it's absolute form, is not attainable on this earth, but does exist. One can tell when one is getting closer to it.
Expertise: I have implecciable vocablary. I am really good at driving. Does baking count as an expertise? I always wanted to be a pilot. Not a nowadays pilot tho, because they just press a button and the missiles are self guided. That's not as cool as being a WW2 ace. Yeah..........I can just see it now. (*cue insane gunning sound effects*)
I can do triple pirouettes, which rox. And I like swing dancing and am relatively good at it.
Dancing is the one moment of exposure, where nothing can be hidden, for me, my escape from fear. The Mask, is gone. For a moment, I am free.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Government
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  balletbrt
Member Since:
1/18/2004
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| Today I saw an old blue car that looked exactly like lily.
I thought about you. I thought about all the ballet stuff piled up in the front seat. I thought about what you looked like when you danced. I miss you. I thought about all the practices, all the silly little trends. All the romping in warm woolly ballet overalls. I thought about the game nights and the thoughtful gifts. That one movie that weve probably watched 8 times together giggling till we couldnt breathe.
Weve seen each other deal with things from afar, now further than ever. Watched each other lose it, but also watched each other conquer hardship with grace. And I want you to know, that I care about you. Its hard to keep in touch right now, but I do really care.
I wish I was more like you every day. I wish I was as intelligent and as hardworking, I wish I had your integrity. I wish I had the kind of beautiful strength that challenges a man to become more than he has been. I don't know who I am right now. My image of myself has been torn into a million pieces. I cant say I am a good dancer, or a person of integrity, or someone who works hard. I cant say im a good friend, or a good swing dancer, or a fun social person. I cant say I give good advice, or that I draw from my relationship with God.
All I can say right now is that I love and am deeply loved.
And eventually, its not going to be enough.
I always felt like I was watching you from afar. I never wanted to crowd you. I know youre someone who needs her space. I wonder if I gave you too much space though. Because I always wanted to be closer. I always regretted not being as good friends as we could have been. Even now I totally fail at being close to you.
I just wanted you to know how I feel.
PS happy late birthday.
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| My boyfriend is coming tomorrow.
hes gonna propose sometime in the next week but i dont know when.
I'm excited!
Anyone wanna come to a July 4th picnic and throw frisbees and play board games and enjoy the blue ash fireworks? You know you wanna! Plus an added bonus of you get to meet my future husband. :)
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| YAY..... were going dress shopping today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whoop whoop I love my boy. I miss him so bad its unbearable. :( But I'll see him soon. | | |
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What a hottie.............the guy isnt too bad either. | | |
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